I was looking forward to friday...

...but i'm now at home. on friday night. in my room. at 1.45am. bored out of my mind.

Granted, i made full use of the unexpected free time (didn't really relish it. sigh.) by catching up with my 100% entertainment episodes but there's only so many videos you can watch in 6 hours before your eyes kill u and you wonder why you are seeing blinking stars.

So i moved on to music. Diligently searching all the latest songs. Fell in love with a few new ones. But even those new songs have been replayed about a hundred times now.

I still feel like the entire friday evening and night was wasted.

I wana go curl up in bed and leave my laptop on with this one song on replay...but its such a sweet song that somehow gives you that warm fuzzy feeling that I feel like a hypocrite falling asleep to such a sweet song when I dont feel the slightest bit warm and fuzzy at all. =/

It's so terribly depressing.

My neck and lower back is killing me after sitting for hours and hours without a proper chair. Ugh.

Everything just doesnt seem to be working out tonite and I hate it.